from lashes to ashes

for a moment I love everything I think and feel
it seems so perfect
i'm so perfect, you're so perfect

moving out :). Sara's cat had kittens, and one of them is mine when they are ready :D. I'm going to take the grey one and call it cheebs haha. So, some exciting stuff has happened.. sort of.

first off, I got a new piercing which you can see below. also, the cops pinched me, but I was lucky they didn't charge me. I hope she falls on her face, knocking out a few teeth and in turn bashes her face up

god I hate girls, they are the only part of my life I can't really change. but ALAS everything is very good right now, almost perfect, tres scary. not something i'm used to.

I've spent the past 6 days at my boyfriend's house because I had strep throat. I called in today, and Sally (my teacher) told me that I could call it a year and hand my stuff in. EARLY summer! LOVE-ly

( I PROMISE NOT TO TRY NOT TO FUCK WITH YOUR MIND )

and i can see better days, we can share, love can save

I just verified that I have tickets for prom :D. I seriously can't wait to dress up like a princess. I have to call Tem today, and tell him I've found the final person to move out with us! My social worker is helping me find a full-time job because Randy River is jerking me around. If in 2 weeks I don't find a good full-time job, I'll start off on assistance.

I can't wait, Tem and I are going to go house shopping this weekend. And he has agreed that I can have a cat, if he can eventually have a dog. I don't like bulldogs, but it's a fair deal. I can't wait to get Mary-jane the smokey cat. And to have my boyfriend sleep over whenever he wants :). love love love.

yesterday was a bad day, but today, I believe may be good.

Kailin

You've got such a pretty smile
it's a shame the things you hide behind it
let em' go, give it up for a while
let em' free and we will both go find it

I know the feeling of alone
trust me, and don't keep that on the inside

you're not alone


What a crazy fucking weekend. Holy shit is all I can muster out right now. I spent at least 72 hours straight with my boyfriend, and we didn't get irritated with each other :). I have a bad feeling that I left my cell phone at Deryk's place :(.

Days without my cell phone are hell. Considering I go to an alternate high school, we can listen to music for 4 hours straight. However, all my music is on my cell phone.

In other news, I sadly can not afford anything anymore. I doubt I can enough pay for my cell because work is giving me 7 hours weekly. It's so pathetic, because I told them I was moving out by summer. Now I have a month to make a grand. Poopy.

My boyfriend looks really sexy in my "emo glasses". He knows it too.

I can't wait! Oh my, I can't wait for it all :). I know you'll make everything very special like you have already. He gave me something, I love it so much :).


dragonflies are my favourite

*sigh* life is very challenging, and I'm up for it but I don't know how well I can cope with certain things. I know you'll help me, you're really good at that, just don't give up. I know I won't.